Saturday, July 21, 2007

sheesh...woke up early just now(cause i slept really early last night),and decided to start to attempt to mount my insects,sadly,the 1st insect i put into the freezer to kill it,in the end when i took it out,1 of the legs dropped out...HAHAHAHHAHA,so much for mounting it....so now frm 2 more insects to catch,i need to catch 3 instead....zzzzz,ah well,no point worrying too much,cause now its raining and its the afternoon,the 2 worse conditions to go insect-hunting.....no idea when's the next time i can go look for more.... T_T

anyways,tats part 1 of ma entry....ok lets see,ummmm,for part 2,i dunno if i blogged about it or not,but oh well...1 more time wont really hurt(i hope =X) hahah,so its about the always-talked-about topic: Relationships.

i know i know,u guys will ask me to get a gf and experience it myself,well, i want to,but at this point of time,i dont see the need to get into a relationship....bachelorhood is really good,no need to plan my time between GF,School,Frens and Family....cause honestly,sch,frens and family are more than enough for me....lolx....guess im not too good with time management....
well,i also see relationships as a bit of a burden...ok,sometimes ur partner is in a bad mood,and on tat day maybe ur going with him/her,in the end the lil outing might turn out bad...who knows....(i know im being pessimistic here) but really,its a 2 sided thingy....and,when it turns out bad,1 thing leads to another,and in the end, breakup is imminent....then every1 goes emo and stuff,appearing with a black face and all,no mood to talk etc etc....but sometimes both parties are happy to break up,tats a different story la...
so after breaking up,no mood to go sch,no mood to study,affect studies then start to get failures....hmmmmm,tats really wat i see with my frens now...all in different poly's but still having the same problems...ahahahha,man....then when ur mad at ur partner,u start scolding all the 'F' words and get all angsty and quieten down and stop talking totally.....i mean,i dont wanna get all these negative emotions over somebody and then regret it or something....

but on the brighter side of having a partner,u can talk/confide in him/her and share interesting stories of school and all,so its a good thing to have someone to lend a listening ear....then sometimes when ur lonely,u can call him/her up to chat before sleeping or just during breaks in school...so u can always keep in touch even when ur in different places....then there's all the mushy mushy parts,which i have no idea wat happens in those moments,but i wont get a gf just to experience those moments though,hahahah...... :P

in my opinion,just waiting for the right 1 is more than enough for me...seriously...i dont wanna keep changing gf's and all,its not only time-consuming,but also makes u look stupid cause u have tat 'playboy' image.....i guess these ppl are in for the short-term satisfactions la.....i dunno about individuals,but im just saying in general.....
so yea,i would rather play the waiting game compared to chasing after someone who might not like u at all....waste of time in my opinion.....
but kudos to those of my frens who have a long stable relationship and enjoying it,good for all u guys and gals...i hope my future relationship will be just like urs.... seriously,its really hard to come across a strong and loving relationship nowadays....

singlehood is really a good thing,and it certainly has its benefits,i dont see A SINGLE bad point of singlehood....i know u guys out there have a lot,so please enlighten me ya.... =)
aights,so gimme ur comments...i welcome all comments....LOL.....kk peace out~


~moey out~